spiralling into a black hole

God, why do my bad moods have to permeate even the LJ world? I seem to have a clever habit of going on later than everyone else and so missing gossip/comment wars. Ah well.
Today was not fun. Maths test. More maths (truth tables. ick) Physics (relief teacher and so did bugger all except start a letter to teegs which is now idling unfinished on my desk and needs attention) Chemistry. Boring shit. Double free. Much better than the rest of the day but got no work done and now have piles of the stuff to wade through.

Went and got fitted for my skates, the ones I tried on were clunky and horrible and too tight for my fat ugly feet. Have to order some from Sydney. Went shopping with mother, managed to coerce her into buying a huge variety of healthy snacks so that I don't open the cupboard and find nothing but chocolate and biscuits.

Bloom clip doesn't work - what do I need to download and where from? My Meteroa CD is officially stuffed and can't play a single song without jumping and skipping. I have five fucking pieces of assessment left, three of which are chemistry. I HATE SCHOOL. I want to stay home and write beautiful stories all day and eat my healthy snacks and be able to actually WATCH all the things that I haven't had time to (Orphen, Hellsing, Full Moon, X, Chobits, Cowboy Bebop, Nadescico, Kanon, Jing, Rayearth, Buffy). I would say I want my book life but the truth is I don't really.

I'm sorry, everyone. Please feel free to cheer if you have no assessment or if you are in good moods, I won't complain. I'd be cheering too, if I had no assessment left! So don't feel like you can't be happy online just because some people still have tests.

Oh yeah -


Bondage movie! You're into BSDM (Bondage &
Discipline, Dominance & Submission) and chances
are, you're fond of whips, chains, harnesses,
and tight leather outfits. You like to mix a
little pain with a LOT of pleasure, baby!


What kind of porno would you star in?
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We should be ashamed, really. Really.

[Edit: Huge apologies. This was a rather bitchy entry. I have deleted and changed parts of it. Please don't hate me.]

ha-HA

My LJ is coooool now. Go look at the lovely web of mindgames I have spun... Have worked out how to change comments links, wasn't all that difficult actually. Will change colour scheme too once I figure out something I like. Feeling rather smug.
Hope this works:

(Disclaimer: This image belongs totally and utterly to Akane of Cursed MoonS and I am posting it simply because I think it is gorgeous and want to share its glory with the world)



I have a new favourite weeeeeeebcomic! Cursed MoonS is lovely futuristic shonen-ai, sort of Alice in Wonderland-cum-Matrix-cum-Evangelion. Cross (redhead) and Dorian (blond) have taken their place with Holden-and-Vincent and Fox-and-Collin as one of my favourite webcomicky couples. Anyone who reads Cursed MoonS and then attempts to slash Joel and Cross in my presence shall be GLARED AT.
There are some sketches of Dorian that look HEAPS like Ali's persocoms. It's scary.

My TAmarket stuff will be seen tomorrow. I am so happeh. Not even my neglected chem homework can spoil this for me.

Off to finish writing Teegs's stream-of-consciousness letter as a thanks for ringing me and telling me I sound like my mother -^^-