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badeedeedum, deedeedum...
5 Feb 2004 07:41 pmI'm in such a DDR mood *bounces* I need that game. Badly. Hate lack of money. Hate mother's refusal to let me get game console. Want exercise that doesn't involve walking on the frigging hill.
Made chocolate muffins and watched my X DVD. Kotori is finally dead, thank god. Irritating little sop. No Karen *sulks* It did, however, contain Subaru/Kamui that was about as subtle as a sledgehammer. Hurrah.
...I want this bloody manga. The world conspires against me.
Am spending my days feeling slightly surreal about the fact that I'm back at school, having Jesse and David take over my mind whenever they can catch me daydreaming, singing absently and worrying about the fact that people around me are closed off and I don't know why. I'm trying so hard to keep angst out of my final year - came to some very nasty realisations about my emotional state the other night and physically refrained myself from posting them (the fact that that was my first instinct can't be good ^_^). But being stained by that of others is harder, in a way, because there's nothing you can do unless they let you.
Uh. Yeah. *steers away fron dangerous waters*
And while we're on that topic...
( Jesse angsts, whee )
Credit for quite a bit of that goes to Shivvy, who listened to me tearing my hair out on MSN and then poked Jesse until he was lucid. Now all I need is an actual beginning. What have I got so far?
The brain thinks fast when you’re working on a deadline like imminent death.
Morbid? Moi?
Made chocolate muffins and watched my X DVD. Kotori is finally dead, thank god. Irritating little sop. No Karen *sulks* It did, however, contain Subaru/Kamui that was about as subtle as a sledgehammer. Hurrah.
...I want this bloody manga. The world conspires against me.
Am spending my days feeling slightly surreal about the fact that I'm back at school, having Jesse and David take over my mind whenever they can catch me daydreaming, singing absently and worrying about the fact that people around me are closed off and I don't know why. I'm trying so hard to keep angst out of my final year - came to some very nasty realisations about my emotional state the other night and physically refrained myself from posting them (the fact that that was my first instinct can't be good ^_^). But being stained by that of others is harder, in a way, because there's nothing you can do unless they let you.
Uh. Yeah. *steers away fron dangerous waters*
And while we're on that topic...
( Jesse angsts, whee )
Credit for quite a bit of that goes to Shivvy, who listened to me tearing my hair out on MSN and then poked Jesse until he was lucid. Now all I need is an actual beginning. What have I got so far?
The brain thinks fast when you’re working on a deadline like imminent death.
Morbid? Moi?
