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Fahye ([personal profile] fahye) wrote2004-06-04 10:03 pm

In which I do nothing

I can't walk into a music shop without buying something. It's awful. Somehow today I have acquired the best of U2 1990-2000, the best of the Red Hot Chilli Peppers, the Australian cast recording of Cats, and another volume of Confidential Confessions. Tokyo Babylon had sold out and Demon Diary 7 was nowhere to be seen ;_;

Mel - TMM 7 is out. Ichigo is wearing something that looks alarmingly like a pink wedding dress. I had to cover my eyes before the fluff corroded them.

Am drinking tea at a crazy rate and half-heartedly considering studying.

My brother has taken over Dimitri and has renamed him ARWEN. I am appalled.

Also...I had a long conversation about homosexuality with my mother today, and still couldn't find a way to tell her I'm bi. I think I'm just kind of hoping she'll ask me flat out, because that involves no effort on my part. (It got spurred by her telling me about this big controversy because Playschool showed one of its 'through the windows' things where a girl talked about her "mummy and other mummy" and all these conservative twits went up in arms)

It seems I missed a good and lengthy conversation.

[identity profile] amayonolune.livejournal.com 2004-06-05 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
My mother when I told her I'd dated a girl said,
'OK. Just watch who you tell that to.'
me:'yes I know. I will. I'm telling this to you because it's you.'
In my mind:
'whatisthatallitcan'tbeallithoughti'dgetawholeletureaboutstuffandthingsandconvincingandcounsilingwhatthe'
..............I'm glad to have a mother like this.
Maybe you could tell MY mum. And maybe you won't feel so guilty?
............................
Hye it's a thought.
none the less it's hard. I suppose.
..............................The day will come. Just wait. There's no need to rush. Take it slowly. Your mother might even be able to handle it.
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Re: It seems I missed a good and lengthy conversation.

[identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com 2004-06-05 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sure she'd be able to handle it. The hard thing is finding a conventient way to tell her. And the longer I put it off, the more she'll ask why I didn't tell her earlier...

[identity profile] amayonolune.livejournal.com 2004-06-05 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I told my mother when we were having one of those
'I'll tell you what's been going through my mind and you tell me what's been going through your ming for the past several decades' moments.
Our household has frequent deep and meaningful talk sessions late at night for no apparent reason.
But then I told her again in the middle of Chinatown in Sydeny again. So I'm sure whatever you think is the oppotune moment.
Don't be stressed about leaving it off though. Deal with the 'why didn't you tell me earlier when it comes'. You can only tell her that 'you wanted to, but you just didn't know how to say it. ' which is the truth. niet. I'm sure it'll all be fine.
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[identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com 2004-06-05 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
You're ever so sensible, Mars. Thanks. *hugs*