In which I do nothing

[fahye]

I can't walk into a music shop without buying something. It's awful. Somehow today I have acquired the best of U2 1990-2000, the best of the Red Hot Chilli Peppers, the Australian cast recording of Cats, and another volume of Confidential Confessions. Tokyo Babylon had sold out and Demon Diary 7 was nowhere to be seen ;_;

Mel - TMM 7 is out. Ichigo is wearing something that looks alarmingly like a pink wedding dress. I had to cover my eyes before the fluff corroded them.

Am drinking tea at a crazy rate and half-heartedly considering studying.

My brother has taken over Dimitri and has renamed him ARWEN. I am appalled.

Also...I had a long conversation about homosexuality with my mother today, and still couldn't find a way to tell her I'm bi. I think I'm just kind of hoping she'll ask me flat out, because that involves no effort on my part. (It got spurred by her telling me about this big controversy because Playschool showed one of its 'through the windows' things where a girl talked about her "mummy and other mummy" and all these conservative twits went up in arms)

Comments

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

What was your mum's view on homosexuality? I HAVE told my mum but she said it was a phase. Er. I think she's repressed all knowledge of it, actually. Whereas other people who shall not be named's mothers said "okay" and "whatever makes you happy" respectively. *pout*

[fahye.livejournal.com]

I asked her what she'd say if one of us was gay, but she thought I was referring to my brother *headdesk* She said she wouldn't love him any less, but she'd be worried that his life would be difficult.

She went on about how insecure and difficult it must be having alternate sexuality in your teens.

Me: *thinks about her friends* *tries not to smile*

[ryokophoenix.livejournal.com]

Wah.
*dies*

[fahye.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Why wah?

[ryokophoenix.livejournal.com]

Insecurity. Difficulty.
Hear bloody hear.
>.<
Nah, it aint so bad. Just occasionally I get pissed at society. *shrugs*

[not-in-denial.livejournal.com]

o.0; Insecure and difficult? Dude, quick, where are these teens with insecurity and difficulty due to their sexuality? I want to meet some and confuse theme mo--I mean, reassure them. >>

[ryokophoenix.livejournal.com]

*raises hand*
Not insecurity.....so much as the difficulty.
I'm not referring to being comfortable with myself or anything, I got over that ages ago.
Just...trying to have a relationship with a girl with this society? WIth my mother? *sighs*

[not-in-denial.livejournal.com]

That's the part where you date a drag king.

Society has either improved a lot, or it just ignores me....but your mother could indeed be a problem. I shall ponder this.

[not-in-denial.livejournal.com]

*addenum* I wouldn't be surprised if society ignored me, incidentally. >> I think it started looking the other way a while ago.

[ryokophoenix.livejournal.com]

Mwah.
I think you might be lucky...

Love your icons, all of them. Though I dont know who the guy with the stick up his arse is....he always makes me laugh anyway. XD

[ryokophoenix.livejournal.com]

XD But where do you find them?

Doesnt ignore me....friends are okay with it. But in public? Around school? Holding hands gets stares and rumors. School's a shocking place to be, sometimes. Or maybe I'm paranoid. -_-;;

[fahye.livejournal.com]

School IS a shocking place to be sometimes. Especially an all girls school.

[ryokophoenix.livejournal.com]

Its whats made us what we are today.

....

[not-in-denial.livejournal.com]

*points to self* There's a whole bunch of em if you know where to look XD Or if you're a deviant like me. >_>; As for ones in Canberra, there's always the Cunning Stunts...really must see them again, actually, wonder when they're next performing...? *blinks back to present*

See, this is my problem. I haven't been to school since I was 14. I take your word for it, however, on how bad it would be. Public should be less of a problem, I've certainly had no one stare at me too much (and considering the people I hang out with [transgenders and the like] this is probably a fairly good guage)...when it comes to the general public, people generally only react because they think you expect them to. Act normally, they generally do too.

But school...yeah, school. >_> I see the problem.

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

Hee! Yeah, I'd say we have that market pretty well covered, there.

[schiarire.livejournal.com]

Dude, that is exactly what my own dear mumsy thinks about it.

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

... you're awake? But it's- oh, yeah. It's morning. *cough*

[schiarire.livejournal.com]

Yesyes, I'm late. Ask me how the water balloon fight went in English later.

[tammaiya.livejournal.com]

Ooh, will do. Er. If am not too busy studying. *headdesk* Testing Week R the devil.