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Fuck, I hate having dreams about having children, because I am always immensely depressed when I wake up from them. Last night's was a particularly vivid one, too, and some kind of crazy wish-fulfilment thing where I had twins, a boy and a girl (which is very unlikely to happen in our family) and they had some of the names that I would like to give children if I had them, and I even thought, WHILE IN THE DREAM, 'it's nice that this isn't a dream for once' and 'isn't it great that I've somehow managed to become a mother while 21, so I won't be old when they're growing up'.
I HATE MY SUBCONSCIOUS. Waking up was a bizarre process in which my ovaries were yelling SOMEONE STOLE YOUR BABIES. QUICK. GET THEM BACK.
Luckily I know that real babies are nowhere NEAR as well-behaved as dream babies, and only people with VERY supportive partners (or, you know, ANY PARTNER AT ALL) have babies while in med school, so I am not about to run out and attempt pregnancy. But it was unpleasant.
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More cheerfully: WATCHMEN TRAILER. jksskjfhsh. Initial viewing suggests that Matthew Goode doesn't look all that crash-hot with blond hair, poor dear, but the visuals look STUNNING.
I HATE MY SUBCONSCIOUS. Waking up was a bizarre process in which my ovaries were yelling SOMEONE STOLE YOUR BABIES. QUICK. GET THEM BACK.
Luckily I know that real babies are nowhere NEAR as well-behaved as dream babies, and only people with VERY supportive partners (or, you know, ANY PARTNER AT ALL) have babies while in med school, so I am not about to run out and attempt pregnancy. But it was unpleasant.
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More cheerfully: WATCHMEN TRAILER. jksskjfhsh. Initial viewing suggests that Matthew Goode doesn't look all that crash-hot with blond hair, poor dear, but the visuals look STUNNING.
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(I can't quite shake the fear that the film - from what I've seen so far - seems to be Missing The Point in a kind of fundamental way, but... hm. Hopefully it's just that the trailer and promo shots are designed to lure in the unwary masses with shallow promises OF LOOK SUPERHEROES KICKING ASS AND BLOWING SHIT UP.)
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The music they chose for it makes me think that this is not a superheroes-blowing-shit-up kind of movie, despite all the footage showing just that, but maybe I am overly optimistic. Oh well. Until my feeble hopes are dashed, then. ;)
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Except once, the little girl was a toddler. AND SO DAMN ADORABLE.
But. Yes. Those Dreams. -_-
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Be quiet, ovaries, I am way too young for you to be acting up.
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Ahaha, and word.
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...what names did YOURS come up with? :D
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...what did YOURS come up with?
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*PROBABLY ALARMING AND FREUDIAN
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(*pats*)
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SO THERE, BRAIN.
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