fahye: ([ww] you feckless thug)
Fahye ([personal profile] fahye) wrote2007-05-29 11:16 pm
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VENTING POST

I have a headache, I'm overtired, I'm stressed, and I'm in a PISSY MOOD.

I therefore declare this a post for venting any flavours of anger, frustration or irritation. Fannish or real life. Specific or general. Personal or universal. Carefully reasoned or heedlessly capslocked. Anonymous or not.

Here, I'll go first:

- Dear writers of Nine/Jack/Rose, an OT3 very dear to my heart, and writers of John/Elizabeth, a pairing that is growing sneakily on me: PLEASE GET OVER THE SHITTY PORN AND THE GODAWFUL ROMANCE AND HAND ME SOMETHING WITH ACTUAL EMOTIONAL SUBSTANCE. OR DECENT CHARACTERISATION. I'D SETTLE FOR THAT.

- Dear iPod: I know I was kind of inviting you to die young by naming you Camille, but that doesn't mean I am in any way less pissed off about it. You know I can't afford to replace you. GRRRRR.

Your turn!

[identity profile] miscellanny.livejournal.com 2007-05-29 01:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Why John/Elizabeth, why? I SEE NO CHEMISTRY! Her character should, in theory, have been cool and is not. It makes me sad.
ext_21673: ([sga] in the edge of your frame)

[identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com 2007-05-29 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
See, sometimes I do see chemistry and sometimes I don't. But I like the pairing for the power plays and the issues of trust and authority and reliance. Which is why the 'and then Elizabeth watched John's muscles rippling and HER LOINS WERE AFLAME' and the 'and then they had LOTS OF SEX even though they are really weird about touching in canon la la la LOTS OF SEX' and the 'and then they did declare their love even though they are both HUGELY UNDEMONSTRATIVE la la la TRUE LOVE!' all piss me right. the fuck. off.

I love her character because she's subtle. A female team leader could so easily have been made kickass and snarky but...she's not. She's a diplomat, she's a genuinely nice person who has to make very tough calls, she's sometimes not sure of what she's doing and she sometimes has to hold onto her authority very tightly to stop it from slipping away. She doesn't think too much of herself. I find her fascinating.

(VERY UNPOPULAR OPINION: McKay/Sheppard, canonically, does zilch for me. I don't see it. At all. But I have an unhealthy addiction to it in AU form.)

[identity profile] unravels.livejournal.com 2007-05-29 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
VERY UNPOPULAR OPINION: McKay/Sheppard, canonically, does zilch for me. I don't see it. At all.

...Hey, can there be a fistfight now? I think we would all feel better. *jumps in*

:D

(*gets ass handed to her*)
bcgphoenix: (i'ma CUT YOU.)

[personal profile] bcgphoenix 2007-05-29 02:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, you know what? I was all set to be productive this morning. I got up early, I planned out my schedule so I'd spend the entire day at my internship in order to make up Memorial Day hours -- hell, I even started the reading responses for my Retrieving Info class that're due tonight.

And then the bus ran late.

AND I MISSED MY FUCKING SHUTTLE TO MY INTERNSHIP BY FIVE GODDAMN MINUTES, THANK YOU EVER SO MUCH PITTSBURGH TRANSIT.

So now I'm here in the computer lab, and tomorrow I'm going to have to pull ANOTHER FUCKING TWELVE-HOUR DAY because I'll have to deal with both a night class and the internship as opposed to just the internship, and I just. ARGH. The benefits of public transit are still outweighing the problems I've had with it, but I am so sick of my schedule getting warped by theirs, ESPECIALLY when I have so much to do every week this summer.

*breathes*

Wow, that felt good.

(Also, while I'm at it, Heroes fandom? Sylar is not a cuddly puppy who only needs the power of twu wuv to redeem him, and yes, he's hot, but your constant fangirly squealing over that without taking into account that he's also a potentially cannibalistic serial killer is starting to get on my nerves. Knock it off.)

[identity profile] emmlet.livejournal.com 2007-05-29 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Dear Scholastic Motivation,
PLEASE COME BACK. We still have to turn in one more project and then, oh, FINALS. Stop getting into slacker mode already!
sophistry: ([GO] tyre iron - it's the end of the wor)

[personal profile] sophistry 2007-05-29 03:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I am... really angry at MYSELF, ARGH for just. Letting things just knock me so utterly and completely down for HALF A YEAR AT THIS POINT ldksfjsldkfj GOD. SO REDUCED. SO ANGRY. *shakes fists futilely amidst ruins of life*

BUT I'M ESPECIALLY ANGRY AT THE PEOPLE WHO, WHEN I TELL THEM I AM GOING TO FAIL AND HAVE TO REPEAT THE YEAR, GO "OH, WELL, MAYBE YOU'LL BE FINE." NO, NO I WON'T. HOW MANY TIMES CAN I REPEAT THIS AND IN WHAT WAY IN ORDER TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND AND THUS AVOID GOING THROUGH THE HUMILIATION ALL OVER AGAIN WHEN RESULTS ARE PUBLISHED. I HATE THOSE PEOPLE THE MOST. CAPSLOOOOOOOCK.
ext_12491: (Marat)

[identity profile] schiarire.livejournal.com 2007-05-29 06:55 pm (UTC)(link)
- Dear Hilary Mantel, where is that book about Marat?!!

- Oh my God, I'm so tired! What was I thinking yesterday? How can 4:30 AM possibly have been a great time to stagger home without even the excuse of being drunk? Self, don't do that!

- I don't want to start woooooooork in the Tenderlooooooooin.

- WHO THE HELL NAMED IT THE TENDERLOIN AND WHERE CAN I FIND THEM?!

[identity profile] littledust.livejournal.com 2007-05-29 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Dear iPod Thief,
Stealing is bad enough, but retroactively stealing Christmas is worse.

Dear Fandom Newsletters,
Would you stop linking to shitty fic just to have a longer issue? I friend fandom newsletters in high hopes and then gradually get to the point where I never click on any links at all unless they're to artwork or interesting meta. Seriously, quality over quantity.

Dear Attention Span,
Please come back! Think of the times we used to have together!

[identity profile] unravels.livejournal.com 2007-05-29 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I never thought I'd say this, but.

Dear work: You don't pay me a lot. But you still pay me too much for me to be this damned useless. Seriously. Challenge me or fire me; at this point, either would be a relief.
ext_21673: ([office] don't take no for an answer)

[identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com 2007-05-29 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
:(

I could jump up and down and sing MOVE TO AUSTRALIA some more, but I know that it's not particularly constructive. What are your prospects? Do you think you could apply for a more interesting job? Do you have savings/possibility of loans that would allow you to go back to uni, like you wanted?

[identity profile] unravels.livejournal.com 2007-05-29 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
My job used to be productive and interesting, but I feel like I've been slowly sort of... made redundant, you know? Only I keep having shit to do and I keep not being let go, and there is zero potential for upward mobility in my current position. I'd rather get out than waste a lot of energy flailing around looking for a way to be satisfied with what I'm doing; in the end I'm just not that attached to it.

Am considering my options, yeah. *considers Australia*
ext_21673: ([bsg] persephone in perpetua)

[identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com 2007-05-29 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Ugh, that sounds...wearing. I think it's a situation that you really should be looking for escape routes from, and looking NOW, before it becomes unbearable.

MumblemumbleSYDNEY!

[identity profile] unravels.livejournal.com 2007-05-30 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
I have to first get through my head that considering Anthony Warlow =/= considering Australia. ;) And yes, that sounds very logical. I haven't delved very deeply thus far, but I think that is about to change.

Is Camille really dead? :[
ext_21673: ([ncis] abby - rocking that lab coat)

[identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com 2007-05-30 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
HAAA. Yes. Sublime as he is, I don't think Anthony Warlow constitutes a valid reason for moving HALFWAY AROUND THE WORLD.

I think so :( Not even rebooting will fix anything.

[identity profile] unravels.livejournal.com 2007-05-30 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
Au contraire, I think Anthony Warlow constitutes one of the few valid reasons for moving halfway around the world. ;) Other reasons include: 'I was bored,' 'they have lots of spinning space,' and 'Fahye told me to.'

I don't suppose there's an Apple store nearby?
ext_21673: ([ad] you do the math)

[identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com 2007-05-30 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sure I could come up with some incidental reasons too. Um. LACK OF GEORGE BUSH & CRAPTASTIC RELIGIOUS CONSERVATIVE AGENDA (COMPARATIVELY)? Nice beaches? You were VERY bored?

Yeah, there is. I may drop in after exams, but I fear Camille is beyond all help.

[identity profile] unravels.livejournal.com 2007-05-30 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
THAT IS EVEN BETTER. THIS BRINGS US NEATLY FULL-CIRCLE TO VENTING. RAAAAAAR.

Not to mention that said craptastic agenda has eaten my flist this evening and caused me to delete random RP LJ interests in a ridiculous panic. I won't even begin to delve into the LAYERS AND LAYERS of irony involved there.

*sigh*

But... won't you need him... for exams? *panics* I can send musics if necessary!
ext_21673: ([avatar] brave adventurers)

[identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com 2007-05-30 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
SRSLY.

I have my music! It's all on Louis the external hard drive! It's just less portable.

[identity profile] unravels.livejournal.com 2007-05-30 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
Blarg. Yes. Guess I can't take the pressure... I'm going to go watch House.

Aha - well, that's a relief. But I still weep for the playlists. :[
ext_12491: (Brain)

[identity profile] schiarire.livejournal.com 2007-05-30 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
Name your next iPod Talleyrand :) then he will surivive every fucking regime change ever.