meme!

[fahye]

Gacked from everyone.

What was your initial impression of my online persona? Did you think I was young or old, boy or girl, weird or funny? I am curious.

And now I've used both icons of myself in the space of an hour. It's National Ego Day over here.

Comments

[schiarire.livejournal.com]

At first I had no idea who you were which was smart because we were totally going to be married some day in Spain (thanks tammaiya).

Then I kind of knew, but I was so scared of you! Because I occasionally contacted you in a frightened way, and I would say something ridiculous and you would take forever to get back to me and I was sure that the interval was time taken to absorb just how ridiculous it had been and politely try to deal with the annoyance. I was like: she's too smart and too busy and writes too well to talk to me. There are better things.

I don't remember when that changed. Or how. But as we all know I have the memory span (and self-esteem) of a goldfish.

[fahye.livejournal.com]

You know, I don't know how that changed either.

*blinks*

I can remember a time when we didn't really talk and now there is this state of affairs where we just blather at each other all the damn time, but I'll be damned if I can pinpoint a transition.

[shati.livejournal.com]

I think I first knew of you by people talking about That Clever and Amazingly Young Girl.

Then I was like, Wait, she is Clever, but not that Young, you gray-bearded skeletons.

Since then, you have gradually slid along the continuum from "scary" to "nice."

[fahye.livejournal.com]

*sliderules*

I am feeling less intimidatedly young than I used to. There are many younger people than me around. That helps :D

[indy-go.livejournal.com]

I thought you were Much, Much Older than I. And also scary because of the whole Satan thing. It's so nice to be wrong. XD

[fahye.livejournal.com]

*giggles*

And from this we learn that choosing the devil as your first character in what will become an enormously popular RP is not the best way to come across as a harmless and amiable person.

[dopplegl.livejournal.com]

I just remember thinking how incredibly well you wrote and I was so intimidated by your intellect and I was afraid to speak to you AT ALL.

Um, not much has changed. Except for the part where I will totally glomp you and demand you write pretty fic for me.

[fahye.livejournal.com]

It is so unfair of you to use my own Townsendneck icon against me :( Fiiiiiiend.

*quite distracted*

[littledust.livejournal.com]

I thought you were adorable and funny and not quite quaint, because that's condescending, more like able to spin all your LJ entries into something charming. I SOUND LIKE AN OLD LADY BUT I TRUST YOU'LL KNOW WHAT I MEAN.

safdksaljfda the end.

[fahye.livejournal.com]

OH MY GOD KELSEY FMA.

*burns. with the righteous fangirly fire.*

[littledust.livejournal.com]

OH MY GOD FMA.

HOW MUCH HAVE YOU SEEN.

CANNOT FIND QUESTION MARKS.

[fahye.livejournal.com]

UP TO EPISODE 15

IS IT WRONG THAT I WANT TO MOLEST ED

QUESTION MARKS ARE FOR THE WEAK

[littledust.livejournal.com]

WHEEEEE LOVE

NO, FOR I WILL BE COSPLAYING ED IN FEBRUARY

INDEED THEY ARE

AND LUST'S BOOBS ARE LOVE

[fahye.livejournal.com]

INDEED THEY ARE

I AM HOPELESSLY IN LOVE WITH ROY'S ANGSTY SELF

AND ED'S SEIYUU OMG

[littledust.livejournal.com]

THEIR AWESOMENESS CONSUMES WORLDS

ROY IS SO DAMN AWESOME

ED IS A DARLING AND I WANT TO SQUEEZLE HIS SHORT SELF DESPITE ONLY BEING A LITTLE TALLER

[fahye.livejournal.com]

LUST'S BOOBS ARE ACTUALLY GLUTTONY! OR VICE VERSA.

APPARENTLY NOBODY HAS CONTEMPLATED ROY/RUSSELL BEFORE

WHAT

THINK OF THE PRETTY

[littledust.livejournal.com]

I SAW A DOUJINSHI WITH ROY X HAVOC X HAWKEYE ONCE

IT LOOKED LIKE THE HOTTEST THING EVER

MILITARY SEX

[fahye.livejournal.com]

BUT HAVOC'S HAIR IS LE SCARY ;_;

AND I AM QUITE CLEARLY LE SHALLOW

[littledust.livejournal.com]

IT'S ONLY BLOND

IT'S OKAY, I WANT LUST X ROY PURELY FOR SEXY

[fahye.livejournal.com]

BUT IT'S LIKE. SOMEONE STUCK A THISTLE PATCH ON HIS FOREHEAD. WITH GLUE.

OH YUM YES PLEASE

HAVE YOU NOTICED HOW ED CLEARLY HAS A SPECIAL DISPENSATION NOT TO WEAR MILITARY UNIFORM IN FAVOUR OF LEATHER PANTS?

EITHER ROY ENJOYS THE VIEW OR HE IS SCARED ED WILL LOOK BETTER IN IT THAN HE DOES. WHICH WOULD BE DAMN HARD. MMRRRR.

[littledust.livejournal.com]

YOUR ICON IS TOTAL ORGASM FACE WHICH MAKES ME THINK OF SUBARU BECAUSE OF CIGARETTE SMOKE AND THAT MAKES ME THING OF S&S WHICH MAKES ME HAPPY

ROY IS JUST LE AWESOME AND NEEDS TO SLEEP WITH EVERY ATTRACTIVE CHARACTER EVER

[fahye.livejournal.com]

I CONCUR

ALSO: PARAKISS ICON MAKES ME WANT TO HIT THE COMIC SHOP UNTIL THEY FETCH ME THE REMAINING THREE VOLUMES, DAMMIT

[littledust.livejournal.com]

DIE OF MIWAKO'S CUTENESS MWAHAHAHAHA

[fahye.livejournal.com]

*DOES SO, OBLIGINGLY*

*IS DED*

[littledust.livejournal.com]

*POKES*

[fahye.livejournal.com]

*DECOMPOSES*

*CHARMINGLY*

[littledust.livejournal.com]

*DIES*

*WITH APPROPRIATE ICON*

[ashen_key]

I know you in Real Life.

And am still kinda scared of you.

But adore you anyway.

The End.

*grins*

[fahye.livejournal.com]

:O You can't tell people that! They won't want to meet me in Real Life!

*grins*

[ashen_key]

*giggles*

[kcdl.livejournal.com]

It's weird because seeing your blog and your writings for the first time was like an introduction to a completely person after having met you in person first.

In person I got the impression someone who is obviously very capable and intelligent, very intelligent. At the same time I saw you you as someone who is getting used to their own skin, metaphorically speaking. I suppose that isn't too uncommon for a 16 sixteen year old. You seemed not afraid to speak your mind with a good sense of humour. I also got the impression there was a fair bit more than meets the eye.

From the internet I got the impression of you being worldly beyond your actual life experience, an old soul fi you will, sure of yourself, and very well read. You also you seemed more cynical and opinionated, in a good way, not that it was like we really talked about anything in person that would have allowed me to gauge that. It is kind of hard to explain the way in which Freya-in-person and Freya-in-writing differ but both facades Freya are cool.

[miscellanny.livejournal.com]

I was scared of all of you, really. I mean, I was invading this RP from the outside, and you all knew each other so well, and I kinda clung to Ashie because she was friendly and it would be way too much to hope you were all just as nice.

I couldn't quite figure out who you were, at first. And then eventually there was pinging and my fears were justified because OMG INTELLIGENT and younger and terrifying to talk to. I still totally think you're putting up with me. XD

[izumihydra.livejournal.com]

*looks confused at above*

hee. told you you had fangirls. XP

i find your online persona to be an exaggerated version of yourself in humour, intelligence and wit, but also clearly (from my perspective) more carefully considered - which is sensible i suppose.
i was never really intimidated by you either in RL or online, mainly because it was you wanting in on my group and my lj world, rather than the other way around, i think.

[fahye.livejournal.com]

Well yes. In real life I just open my mouth and all sorts of weird crap comes out :P

[tiltingheartand]

I totally thought you were in your mid-twenties.

Also you terrified me with your writing.

[unravels.livejournal.com]

This is hard, because my initial impressions were formed long before I delved into personal journals. You were just the Person Behind the Devil, and I found the character absolutely terrifying. I guess I vaguely imagined an intense, secretive writer, 20-ish, female because that seems to be the player default until proven otherwise (not fair, bad Holly). With some kind of hidden secret that you wouldn't tell - like you either went around kicking puppies or rescuing them from shelters, I couldn't decide which.

And then I started investigating the back room to see how to go about becoming a player, and the Satan is my Autopilot icons didn't help the impression. :P

[fahye.livejournal.com]

Eh. Puppies. I slay them with my indifference.

:D

This icon is the best thing ever. I have no idea where Ji found the picture, but the line came from something I said in crackchat. I tend to use it around the back room in case people don't know me very well. I'm sure it gives a stellar first impression.

[fire-and-a-rose.livejournal.com]

Girl. Young. Fun, more than funny. Um.

I cannot remember.

Oh! I thought you were the kind of person who wore big fluffy slippers.

Do not ask why, I just did.

[fahye.livejournal.com]

*does, indeed, wear big fluffy slippers*

*if by 'big and fluffy' you mean 'ankle ug boots'*

[schiarire.livejournal.com]

YOU WEAR UGS?

. . . WE NEED A DIVORCE

[fahye.livejournal.com]

WHAT.

They're slippers. You wear them indoors when your feet are cold. Mmmmlambswool.

[schiarire.livejournal.com]

aslkhI think we are having a conflict of geography.

Ugs are EVERYTHING BAD ABOUT DVILLE IN CONVENIENT SHOE FORM. A girl who wears Ugs wears them with a specific ass-enhancing style of miniskirt and a specific style of spaghetti strap shirt or lacy camisole and a specific style of floaty scarf . . . in the dead of winter . . . and whines adorably (she thinks) to you that she's cold. On her birthday she has underlings carry her excesses of flowers and enormous balloons because they don't physically fit in her arms. Or on her desk. She doesn't laugh, she titters. She doesn't work but her jeans cost more than a night with your proverbial mother and she got a luxury sportscar not with her driver's license, but with her permit. She doesn't speak sarcasm. In class she writes notes to her equally beautiful (or wannabe beautiful) brainless boyfriend. She likes chick flicks, puppies and mass marketed sentiment. She doesn't care whether or not she's manipulated (not that she can tell) as long as she gets what she wants: food. Your attention. Envy. A Man.

In conclusion, Ugs:me::red flag:bull. Also in conclusion, I should move.

[fahye.livejournal.com]

...

I think I am mostly amused by the phrase 'proverbial mother', but, um, yes. That trend has caught on sorta-kinda over here, so you CAN buy luridly pink/purple knee high ugs and sometimes see girls wearing them with miniskirts. But mostly you wear them on Sundays with a dressing gown when you can't be bothered to get dressed but need to go out and get the paper off the lawn before you can read it with coffee.

You should totally move.

[rimestock.livejournal.com]

*absently pets a Ji*

*sneaks in and actually comments on yours*

I... think I thought you thought I was some crappy young wannabe, seeing as how a year ago is the first time we talked, when I carefully poked you with a stick and/or glomped you out of nowhere to ask if we could have Lucifer-Satan thread.

Which we did! Because you are love. Only then it, frankly, sucked, but that's okay because my writing has improved since then. Um.

And then neither of us talked to each other for a loooooooooong time, which solidified in my mind that you must hate me, and also you had all the Lucifer/Thom stuff going on (so pretty!) and therefore I was envious, because you got to write such pretty stuff with Ji and I wanted to also but never knew what.

And then somehow over this past summer, I stopped being shy of you somehow at some point, and now you hit on Rabbit and everything is love.