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Fahye ([personal profile] fahye) wrote2003-12-20 10:06 pm

in which I do nothing of particular interest...

Am alone with mother, having packed siblings and father off to Bendigo to stay with grandparents. We went and saw Love Actually tonight, and it was great. Love Hugh Grant so much <3 Could go on and on and on about how cool it was, but you should all go and see it for yourselves anyway.

Dammit, I want to be in love >.< Porn star stand-ins get love. Why not me?

*snerks* Someone on MSN just asked me if "neon englavanisg" was classified as anime. That has to be the worst spelling of Evangelion that I've ever seen. Am now slowly ploughing through an explanation of the difference between anime and cartoons. Actually, I had to explain at a dinner party last night why I was so interested in anime and Japanese culture. I managed to cover Gothic Lolita, yoai, Cardcaptors, Squaresoft, pocky...

Bought myself the first X DVD today. You people are so bad at taking hints. It wasn't even a hint, it was a request. [/bitching] Anyway, apart from the annoying yellow subtitles all is wonderful and pleasing and MAN Kamui is pretty.

Countdown: *6* days till ROTK!

[identity profile] sanguia.livejournal.com 2003-12-20 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
i want love too. <+|:( i guess all i do is surround myself with stories about people who care about each other, and to the popeoticon it feels that someone so obviously filled with the capacity to be the GREATEST GIRLFRIEND EVER should not have anybody to love. geh. it is depressing, especially as it's a state that (for me) will continue for at least a year.

[identity profile] sanguia.livejournal.com 2003-12-20 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
i forgot the word 'unfair' somewhere up in that last sentence ^^;;
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[identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com 2003-12-20 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
that's ok, my mind sort of filled it in anyway ^^
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[identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com 2003-12-20 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know if I'd make a very good girlfriend. I'd try like hell, and end up being overly possessive ><

yaaaaaaarrrrrrrrr.......

[identity profile] terr0rflare.livejournal.com 2003-12-20 12:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Countdown: 4 days till I'm working with more slimy bastard customers!!!!!111 Oh, and ROTK is on...

meh, relationships are overrated, in my humble opinion. There are good sides, as well as bad. I won't detail the good sides, but the bad sides I've found have been:


  • Getting distracted from your schoolwork.
  • Your parents have new arguments against you to defend themselves despite the evidence being irrelevant (i.e. Yes, your sister is becoming rude, but you're spending far too much time with so-and-so [and so on and so forth...])
  • You can be really vulnerable at the point when you have absolutely no idea about him.
  • You can be really really vulnerable when you think you know, but you have absolutely no idea about him (i.e. diaryland incident...)
  • He can say hurtful things and expect you to forgive him on the spot.
  • You wallow in anguish when you don't see him for 2 days (rather unhealthy, especially when there are better things in life)
  • You get the feeling he doesn't want to see you often (which is, again, rather unhealthy)
  • You have more controversy over you. At school, I always feel that everyone's watching us, when the occasional gossip flying through the air...
  • There's always the pressure of him wanting that, or your friends assuming the two of you to have that


Well, there's some moaning and bitchin' for you there... Sorry to dump it on you like that, but I seriously feel there are far better things in life than relationships =/

[identity profile] not-in-denial.livejournal.com 2003-12-20 04:13 pm (UTC)(link)
IMHO. Love and relationships are hugely different. A relationship is oftentimes based on either friendship or physical chemistry. Love usually doesn't blossom into a relationship until a lot later. Oh, a relationship can spawn into love, don't get me wrong, but--

...I have no idea where I'm going with this. My opinions on love and relationships are probably way too complex for me to try and explain them this early in the morning (shut up, 11:15 on a sunday IS too early).

I love you, Freya! :D *huggles*
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[identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com 2003-12-20 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I love you too! *hugs*

I love all my friends. Maybe I should just count myself lucky to have that.

[identity profile] terr0rflare.livejournal.com 2003-12-21 10:46 am (UTC)(link)
I think I'm being a heartless bitch. Yeah. I think I just rant, raved, bitched and moaned since I am getting signs from a certain boyfriend that he really doesn't want to see me right now >.<;;;

But yes, Freya, WE LOVE YOU UBER UBER UBER MUCH, well, I do, and, I WANT TO MARRY YOU AND BEAR YOUR CHILDREN!!!!!!!!! Please? Forever? =^________^=
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[identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com 2003-12-21 01:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Yay, sure!

I am now engaged to.... *counts* ....five members of my friends list. How nice.

*hugs tight* You have every right to bitch if Ben is being an idiot.