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Fahye ([personal profile] fahye) wrote2003-08-16 04:17 pm

*throws huge tantrum*

I just FINISHED my fucking UPDATE and then the BATTERY goes dead and Dimitri DIES on me and it's all LOST...

Let's try again.

Had quite a good time at work today, my boss was nice and bought us greasy takeaway for lunch. Someone please suggest something useful and constructive to do with the $70 in my wallet before I go and do something horribly rash ^_^ Like order this or this or even this from Hot Topic.

As for writing... *throws metaphorical pen at wall* Bah. Am afraid to work on Shields for fear that a huge horde of critical literary spirits will crawl out of the woodwork and POINTEDLY IGNORE ME. Being ignored is worse than being flamed. It means you're not even worth the effort.

Fandoms are so bad for my self-esteem.

BUT Eujar and I are seriously thinking of becoming the ficbitches of the Matrix fandom. It really, REALLY needs some. No, REALLY. When you see Agent Smith MPREG and other similar horrors, the inner (fic)bitch starts cracking her knuckles.

Ashamed to announce that I have fallen in love with ANOTHER of my characters. Lucieeeeeeeeeen.. *pink floaty hearts, which Lucien looks at in disgust and then pops irritably*
This was probably a bad idea, since now I won't want to let him end up with Jennet. Not that I have much of a chance, him being gay and all... But in the grand tradition of characters that I love enought to let them develop independent personalities, he is messing with my story. Damn him.

He wants to have purple hair. I want him to have black hair. He wants to DYE his hair purple. I point out that Jennet dyes his hair, and this is one of the reasons why he initially dislikes him. He insists that as a vampire, he COULD have naturally purple hair. I bang my head on the desk and wail that I already HAVE a main character with purple hair in ANOTHER story. He fails to see why this is a problem. I threaten to make him straight and invent a horrible Mary Sue girlfriend for him. Red Lucien emerges and proceeds to have a screaming fit. Jennet wakes up and tells me sleepily not to aggravate his boyfriend. I retire into the corner to sulk and think it over.

Heeeeeelp... *cries*
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[identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com 2003-08-17 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
Who gets My Immortal and Imaginary? They're my favourites.

[identity profile] tammaiya.livejournal.com 2003-08-17 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
Well, here's the list:
Going under - Jez (Jesus)
Bring me to life - Suriel
Everybody's Fool - Eirene
My Immortal - Peter
Haunted - Gaia
Tourniquet - Peter
Imaginary - Abalidoth
Taking me over - Bast
Hello - Lilith
My Last Breath - Abdiel
Whisper - Jez
You may or may not also be interested in this:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/minkhollow/96529.html#cutid1
I told Cimorene that I'll try to draw them for her. *grin*
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[identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com 2003-08-17 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
*blinks*
I don't even KNOW who half those people are. Who the hell is Abalidoth?

[identity profile] tammaiya.livejournal.com 2003-08-17 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
Was human, grew up on the streets, got addicted to drugs, had to prostitute himself to pay for them. Died of an overdose, is now the angel of lust, temptation and seduction. Has a whole bundle of problems and insecurities etc, only way he's ever been given affection is through sex, is afraid of love, total slut. That about sums it up, I think.