# back once again for the renegade master #

[fahye]

Shmeh. In the lack of anything interesting happening to me today, have a survey instead.

Five details about your appearance right now
[?] One of my shoes is falling off
[?] Kyou bracelet proudly on display!
[?] In school uniform, how dull...
[?] Many wispy bits of hair escaping from ponytail
[?] I probably look a little stoned... I have a headache

Five things you did today
[?] 5 PERIODS OF MATHS *dies*
[?] Joined yamifics
[?] Had no interesting emails or comments whatsoever
[?] Urm... returned a library book?
[?] Had a nervous breakdown at recess ^_^;

Five things everyone should know about you
[?] I am possessive
[?] ...and perfectionist
[?] I can't draw for shit
[?] SLASHER!
[?] Shakespeare is NOT uncool, dammit

Five groups/artists you listened to yesterday
[?] Men At Work
[?] John Williams
[?] Savage Garden
[?] E-Type
[?] Avril (it was a Gravitation AMV!!!)

Last five TV shows you watched
[?] The Tour de France
[?] Buffy
[?] About three seconds of Around the Twist
[?] Queer as Folk
[?] X/1999 TV. Surely that counts.

Last five movies you watched
[?] The Saint
[?] Entrapment
[?] LOTR animated! *dies laughing*
[?] Charlie's Angels 2
[?] Lilo & Stitch

Last five books you read
[?] Deborah Layton - Seductive Poison
[?] Michael Connoley - Void Moon
[?] Janet Evanovich - To The Nines
[?] Guy Gavriel Kay - Tigana
[?] SHIELDS, DAMMIT. READ IT OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN... *pants*

Five things that make you happy
[?] Friends
[?] Bouncy music (Super Drive!)
[?] Writing
[?] Reading. Anything, as long as it's well-written
[?] Daydreaming

Five things that disgust you
[?] Rap
[?] "Homophobic panic"
[?] Skanks
[?] FURRIES!
[?] Anchovies. Ick.

Five things that you can't live without
[?] Friends
[?] Dimitri... poor boy needs some more RAM though, so he can play X
[?] Books
[?] 99% fat-free hot chocolate
[?] Anime, obviously

Five things you'll do when you complete this.
[?] Check my friends page for updates
[?] MAYBE do some maths work
[?] Go take a Panadol
[?] Work on Shields
[?] Have a bath, later

Five things you feel right now
[?] Cold
[?] Headachy
[?] Trepidation...um...ish.
[?] Unfit
[?] Musical

Five things you want
[?] Tsuzuki/Hisoka/Subaru/Aoshi/Squall for mah very own
[?] Bigger hard drive, more RAM and a better video card for Dimitri
[?] To go to Japan
[?] To finish Shields
[?] Less maths homework to do!

Some random on my MSN list just signed in with the name "It is better to cry and let people know you are sad than to try and hold it all in!"
Therapists tell people that every day. It makes sense. It's healthy.
So where did MY pride go so terribly terribly wrong??

Whoa... *steers away from the angst* I'm not sad, really. Just wondering how my perception of suitable behaviour got so screwed up. I blame FAR too many fantasy novels and a misplaced desire to be a princess as a small child that got carried a BIT TOO FAR...

The rest of the week looks quite fine, actually.
Wed - NO MATHS!!! *dies in relief* Street funk - queencattabby, we need to practice!
Thurs - Gym? Then Venturers, where I will attempt not to be re-elected as Secretary
Fri - massive TNIAY-producing session at sanguia's. Hopefully we can post the next chapter on Saturday!
Sat - continutaion of the above joy. clean house in afternoon and earn much money to be spent at the source of sparkly merchandise
THEY TOOK THE YnM MESSAGE CARDS OFF THE SITE! I am EXCEEDINGLY pissed off. Will be consoling myself with the OST and a Muraki fastener mascot. Mwah.
Friend's 18th b'day party in the evening.
Sun - heh. nuthin. homework, I expect.