fahye | *sings* survey, survey...

last cigarette: never
last kiss: January 2002
last good cry: no such bloody thing… probably when mum told me I had to go to grammar instead of alfred deakin
last library book checked out: Night Watch I think
last movie seen: Matrix Reloaded
last book read: finished Thief of Time. Again.
last cuss word uttered: ??? probably "shit"
last beverage drank: milk
last food consumed: roast lamb and vegies
last crush: lasted until end of grade 9
last phone call: on mobile to teegs last night
last tv show watched: no idea.
last time showered: yesterday morning
last shoes worn: soft comfy suede boots
last cd played: meteora
last item bought: lunch, two rolls and pepsi
last downloaded: a tiny part of the utena movie
last annoyance: at myself, for too many reasons. And X for stuffing up the computer AGAIN
last disappointment: that I can't watch X without things dying all over the place
last soda drank: pepsi max
last thing written: stupid bloody maths homework
last key used: front door, a while ago.
last word spoken: nooo idea at all
last sleep: about 11 hours ago
last sexual fantasy: yes, of course I'm sharing THAT
last weird encounter: ???
last ice cream eaten: about… a week ago?
last time amused: reading ali and teegs' conversation about the hip and the strobe lights
last time wanting to die: my last depressive attack. Dunno when that was.
last time in love: year 9 again…
last time hugged: mum sort of rested her arms on my shoulders, does that count?
last time scolded: "you really should be more social…"
last time resentful: pah, stupid me finds excuses to be resentful all the bloody time. Currently feeling wistful that no-one is talking to me/emailing me/comment warring me. Ridiculous, I know.
last chair sat in: this one – swivelling blue computer chair
last lipstick used: lip gloss yesterday
last underwear worn: current ones… white Bonds
last bra worn: current, creamy one
last shirt worn: are they assuming I'm filling this out naked?? This one. Well, two. Blue long-sleeved top and FPS navy tshirt
last time dancing: Gang bloody Show *dies*
last poster looked at: Tsuzuki…
last show attended: gang show? Yes, not funny. Hamlet.
last webpage visited: www.livejournal.com. as per usual.

1 MINUTE AGO: doing survey
1 HOUR AGO: probably in same position as now and feeling awful
1 DAY AGO: watching matrix reloaded
1 WEEK AGO: probably doing same thing
1 YEAR AGO: reading, I expect
I HURT: inside, but it's getting better. Arm muscles still sore. Sore throat.
I LOVE: feeling loved
I HATE: feeling excluded
I FEAR: rejection and old age
I HOPE: that true love isn't just an illusion
I FEEL: strange
I HIDE: inside my head
I DRIVE: shittily
I MISS: having a best friend
I LEARNED: Some new songs. How pathetic I can be.
I NEED: To eat chocolate. But I'm not going to.
I THINK: too often and too deeply

1. What do you most like about your body? My eyes and facial structure
2. And least? Thighs and hairy arms
3. How many fillings do you have? Zilch *smiles widely*
4. Do you think you're good looking? I have my doubts
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking? Not OFTEN as such. On occasion. Mostly small children.
6. Do you look like any celebrities? I got Nicole Kidman once. Another small child. Also got Miranda Otto once. Both of the kind people were obviously hallucinating.

Maths work is done. Rather surprised by the fact that I only have a prac report to finish and two tests to study for before testing week. Last week was ASSESSMENT HELL but the pace is finally slowing.
Saw X ep. 3. Played all the way through then killed computer, though not seriously. Getting pissed off. I think Dimitri is getting jealous that I like Subaru and Kamui more than him. Ah well.