ignore this. please.

[fahye]

Do you know what would be the best way to die? For someone else. To die saving someone else. How good would that be? It would be like no matter how crap your life is, it would be worthwhile. I wouldn't mind dying like that.
Shit, my head. I feel tired and stoned and something else and I'm really just completely and utterly overtired. Stayed up til midnight last night doing stuff and I expect I'll do something like that tonight as well.
I can't think properly. Why am I even typing this? This is like a depressive attack only without the depressed. Just attacked. I need to think and I can't.
Don't worry.
I'll be fine in the morning.

Comments

I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL!

[ryokophoenix.livejournal.com]

It seems so pointless to die, young or old, but if you're saving someone else you dont feel like you've wasted you life, you feel like you've done something important...
*glomps Frah*

[sanguia.livejournal.com]

well, true. i mean, we're all gonna die ONE day. you might as well do it doing something constructive *grin*
and frar, i hate ta tell you this, but STAYING UP LATE makes you GRUMPY. we have all been in this situation, as have our friends and loved ones; THEY might not know it at the time, but lack of sleep causes grumpiness and apathy and depression to ooze from their vvery pores. and if you ain't fine in the morning... well. Steps must be Taken.

[terr0rflare.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry Eujar, but I must refute.

I stayed up until 11:00PM last night, woke up at 2:30AM, got some tea, organise my folder for new term of school, played some Game Boy, and now...

...

I have a terrible desire for lemons... As in... fanfic... lemons...

=3 *tries to look innocent*

[fahye.livejournal.com]

Might I suggest:

http://www.fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=1163501

I don't know if you've seen any Yami no Matsuei, but it doesn't really matter all that much - no real plot references or spoilers. It's still a great fic.

[terr0rflare.livejournal.com]

*glomps* SHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANKSH!!!! ^_____^

Have read lots of Yami no Matsuei manga from here (http://www.sakura-crisis.net/translations/yami/manga.html). So wonderful ^-^

[fahye.livejournal.com]

Steps?? *feels scared*
Oh, and by the way? Richlen just took off his shirt.
I'm posting it soon.
Happy?

[izumihydra.livejournal.com]

*dismissive hand wave*
i'll have to disagree with all of you. dying to save someone else SOUNDS good, but remember, you're not even around to feel good about performing this selfless act. and the person you died for? well, if you cared enough about them to die for them, they probably care just as much about you. therefore they'll be bloody pissed off that you went and killed yourself and now they're all alone. wishing that THEY were dead and YOU were alive.
so basically, no-one's happy.