tomorrow we'll be far away / tomorrow is the judgement day

[fahye]

*looks at two-inch-thick pile of articles*

*looks at untidy house*

Hahaha. Um. So I really should start tidying up, seeing as how I have to spend tomorrow cooking for my birthday party. Those articles can be read on...the weekend. Yes.

In other news, Ji and Rami and Heater and I remain able to have long conversations about fuckin' weird shit. Today's managed to linger on how Thom's sperm was incredibly un-motile and was in fact comparable to both Woody Allen and the French Army. And also the fact that I now have the image etched firmly into my head of Adrien Brody holding up a banana with a condom on it and looking incredibly solemn THANK YOU LYNNE, SO MUCH, I NEVER NEEDED THAT SCRAP OF SANITY ANYWAY.

...anyhoo.

Okay, the jury's still out:

[Poll #629487]

OMG WHAT. On the television. A teaser for some new medical drama and there's happy yellow text saying DR. DELGADO and a frowning woman and aaaaaaahhhhh. Yes. Anyway. There's my daily dose of meta.

Comments

[ashen_key]

Raven's thread...ah, Raven's thread. I haven't laughed at a thread that hard for ages.

...and where DO you find these medical dramas?

[fahye.livejournal.com]

Huh? It was some thing advertising a new show called Strong Medicine or something (and we witness every other production company trying to cash in on the popularity of Grey's Anatomy and House!) and the main character is a woman called Dr. Delgado. Weeeeird.

[ashen_key]

Aaah. That one. Mum was poking fun it, but I forget why.

[rebootfromstart.livejournal.com]

Because is it SHIT. :D

[lunamystic]

A clown face condom, even. I agree. This is an image that will never go away. Sanity? Where? *spins*

[scion-fina.livejournal.com]

*weeps and clings to Heater* And to think I used to have such a nice, normal mind.

...metaposting? Me? NEVAH.

Actually, I just wanted to use the Naughty Schoolgirl icon, because I never get to in-play.

[lunamystic]

*grins* But it's so PRETTY.

We all had nice, normal minds. Really. *serious* But then Ji came along. I cheerfully blame her.

This is me nodding solemnly and preparing to flee her wrath. XD

[scion-fina.livejournal.com]

Sadly, I think my corruption predates even Ji.

SHOCK.

[schiarire.livejournal.com]

Me, corrupting? THIS FROM THE PERSON WHO TALKS TO RAMI EVERY DAY.

I'M JUST SAYING.

[darthrami.livejournal.com]

I RESEMBLE THAT REMARK.

[kcdl.livejournal.com]

Hope to see you tomorrow, if only briefly, though I might stick around if I don't feel too out of place.

BTW: I voted that'd you'd snap and kill everyone but I was only kidding...obviously killing EVERYONE would be impractical....and still I jest...

[fahye.livejournal.com]

Hey, don't worry, it was my best friend who suggested that option in the first place :D

And yeah - don't feel pressured to stay if you don't want to, but you're welcome for however long you're comfortable.

[kcdl.livejournal.com]

Or as long as you're comfortable...the elephant impersonation I sometime do at parties can be somewhat confronting.


Hint: The first step involves me turning my pockets inside-out... :D :P

[darthrami.livejournal.com]

I know, you're looking at my answers and saying "how can she pick all of those?" but it's true. *shrugs* I didn't cry, aside from anger, for... god, I don't even know how long. I fully and completely realize that I was unhealthily repressing my emotions, but it's me, and that's the way I was. And it's okay to be you, so long as you're not using it to actually hide from things you need to face.

*hugs you*

[fahye.livejournal.com]

*sighs*

See, that's the thing. I recognise that it's not very healthy and it's not like I haven't forgotten how; I still get the urge to cry, albeit rarely, but the quick ruthless repression is a reflex.

I think I'm fine :) Sometimes I just...wonder.

[sophistry]

I have peculiar crying habits.

Uni: *gives too much work and sadistic deadlines*

Sophie: *fixed smile*

Everything: *goes as wrong as could possibly be imagined*

Sophie: *fixed smile*

Bambi's mother: *dies*

Sophie: *fixed smile*

Wolves: *eat everyone I know and love, and then take a crap on my shoes for good measure*

Sophie: *fixed smile*

Somebody: *eats my last Rolo*

Sophie: *............................BAWLS*

[fahye.livejournal.com]

The only movie I have ever cried during was, um, Dot and the Kangaroo.

I was five.

:D?

[not-in-denial.livejournal.com]

Either you'll go crazy, or one day you'll remember how to cry and suddenly cry at everything. I never used to cry but nowadays I cry for some of the silliest reasons...

Anyway. Provided our schedule goes correctly, we may be at your place a little bit before 6pm. Which does beg the question...what do you want for your birthday?

[fahye.livejournal.com]

A little before 6? You may have to put up with housemate & I running around madly trying to cook and dress and stuff, but I figure you can raid my DVD collection and lounge in front of the megaTV for a while :D

Um. Er. If you can't think of anything than I am very happy with vouchers, seriously, they're not cold and impersonal if I ask for them :D But really, I have faith in your taste, pick up something creative and you-ish if you like!

[not-in-denial.livejournal.com]

We can help set up if there's much left to do when we get there :D

Oh god, something creative and me-ish. I will now have to go insane and run around Civic like a psychotic chicken.

[not-in-denial.livejournal.com]

...either that or resort to buying you something from Fyshwick :p

*will stop spamming your LJ now*

[not-in-denial.livejournal.com]

I feel chatty so I'm going to continue on this comment a bit. It's quite possible that one of the reasons I never cried was due to the "boys don't cry" propaganda and I wasn't comfortable enough in my gender identity throughout those years to feel like I could admit to my femininity. So it's likely that there's some kind of annoying psychological reason you don't let yourself cry...probably something like not wanting to be viewed as weak or whatever.

Anyway, yes. Birthday. Hmm. I'm sure you'll forgive me for shopping on the day, but I haven't really had a chance otherwise yet D:

[fahye.livejournal.com]

there's some kind of annoying psychological reason you don't let yourself cry...probably something like not wanting to be viewed as weak or whatever

Ahaha. Bingo. That and the fact that when I lose control in front of others I feel guilty and stupid about it for days afterwards.

[not-in-denial.livejournal.com]

I know the feeling...that's why I do all my crying either in private, or only in front of Jess :D Because I figure she's fallen apart in front of me often enough that I can do the same to her without worrying XD

[schiarire.livejournal.com]

Better them than you!