I was tossing being anonymous, but... well, I don't mind YOU knowing, but I feel a bit awkward saying this kind of stuff so everyone can see. I'm sure you'll guess anyway, but here goes.
It's... both the best and the worst feeling ever, in a way. Sometimes it feels like your heart will explode, it's just so overwhelming. You just want to hug them really tightly and not let go. Little things like the way their hair smells or the warmth of their skin or the way they laugh can turn you to complete mush some days. When it's a good day, you can't imagine being without them and nothing in the world makes you happier than holding them and talking to them.
On a bad day, that's what makes it so unimaginably scary, because you know you can't ever go back. Things will never be the way they were before; you're in this relationship for better or worse, and everyone has second thoughts sometimes, but you can't live without them, so giving up isn't an option. You can't have it both ways. There are some things you give up, and you can't have them back just because you miss them sometimes.
In conclusion, truthfully I'm never sure whether it's a good thing or a bad thing. It depends on what day you ask.
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(Anonymous) 2005-10-16 11:46 am (UTC)(link)It's... both the best and the worst feeling ever, in a way. Sometimes it feels like your heart will explode, it's just so overwhelming. You just want to hug them really tightly and not let go. Little things like the way their hair smells or the warmth of their skin or the way they laugh can turn you to complete mush some days. When it's a good day, you can't imagine being without them and nothing in the world makes you happier than holding them and talking to them.
On a bad day, that's what makes it so unimaginably scary, because you know you can't ever go back. Things will never be the way they were before; you're in this relationship for better or worse, and everyone has second thoughts sometimes, but you can't live without them, so giving up isn't an option. You can't have it both ways. There are some things you give up, and you can't have them back just because you miss them sometimes.
In conclusion, truthfully I'm never sure whether it's a good thing or a bad thing. It depends on what day you ask.