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ugh
I think holiday depression is kicking in. Even three hours of Mr Darcy being snooty and a vanilla milkshake did not help much. I can't write anything, I can't motivate myself to do anything. I just sit around the house like an ornament and occasionally go sock shopping ^^
Want DDR and thus negation of current slobbish state; no chance in hell, says mother. Want to socialise and thus negate boredom and isolation; look after sister, says mother. Post fics to boards where no-one replies, spend half an hour searching for non-existant X manga scanlations, drive around and get no closer to obtaining my license. At least at school I feel like I'm good for something.
Tomorrow I expect I shall watch 4.5 hours of Dune, go to work, come home and be utterly unproductive all evening. Joy.
Sorry. I'll stop spamming your friends page with self-pitying whines and go live in my head for a while.
Want DDR and thus negation of current slobbish state; no chance in hell, says mother. Want to socialise and thus negate boredom and isolation; look after sister, says mother. Post fics to boards where no-one replies, spend half an hour searching for non-existant X manga scanlations, drive around and get no closer to obtaining my license. At least at school I feel like I'm good for something.
Tomorrow I expect I shall watch 4.5 hours of Dune, go to work, come home and be utterly unproductive all evening. Joy.
Sorry. I'll stop spamming your friends page with self-pitying whines and go live in my head for a while.