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Fahye ([personal profile] fahye) wrote2010-07-05 06:39 pm
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this will not be pretty

Fuck this day. Just -- fuck it.

I've already ranted on the phone to my mother about half of it and I don't feel like rehashing a long story of frustration and unfairness, so just trust me that it's been an enormous pile of SHIT coming on the back of three weeks of lower-level SHIT and I want to hit a lot of things that will make satisfying sounds of pain.

I also wish I could just -- exist in the world without constantly spending my parents' money, Jesus CHRIST, why does money have to be a concept all. Why can't I just NOT HAVE TO FUCKING BUY ANTHING.

(While I appreciate the sentiment, I am in the state where real-life physical contact is met with hard glares and accidental violence, so maybe hold off on anything resembling *hugs*, please.

Virtual pillows for punching would be accepted.)
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[identity profile] tammaiya.livejournal.com 2010-07-05 10:38 am (UTC)(link)
*presents pillow for punching*

I am well familiar with the frustration of having to survive on one's parents' money, having been unemployed for the past six months and struggling with the constant rejections for post-graduation employment. :| If you want to talk about it, I'm always willing to listen.

[identity profile] water-soter.livejournal.com 2010-07-05 01:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll do you one better. *Brings out huge *6'5", 3x3" punching bag* ;-P Enjoy!
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[identity profile] ineptshieldmaid.livejournal.com 2010-07-05 01:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Can go one better: BOOZE.

Seriously. Give me a shout when you get back to Sydney, and there shall be booze. Because I would like to drink a small amount of booze, and there's no point me opening a bottle of booze unless there's someone around to *finish* it for me.

[identity profile] lilith-lessfair.livejournal.com 2010-07-05 01:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Hands you boxing gloves because you do not need to be emitting sounds of pain.

Now, punch away.
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[identity profile] ariastar.livejournal.com 2010-07-05 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
*virtual pillow*

I hope things get better soon. <3
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[personal profile] silveraspen 2010-07-05 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
In lieu of a pillow -- it's een a while since this was last updated, but boy do I ever find it useful when I'm stressed.

Hope things improve soon.

[identity profile] littledust.livejournal.com 2010-07-05 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I do not know what angry music you have already, so in lieu of mp3s, here is YouTube footage of my favorite cathartic songs. Let me know if you want me to upload any.

PJ Harvey, "Rub Til It Bleeds" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogefdEbjr98)

Tori Amos, "Blood Roses" [Live in Las Vegas, 9/24/99] (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-33MPuhTl4I&playnext_from=TL&videos=hF1N6JgSBt8)

Garbage, "Push It" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z-CHEnJ7gnc)

Ani DiFranco, "Out of Habit" [Living in Clip version] (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ceVkKOpwVGw) -- This doesn't sound very rage-y, but there are these lines: I want my old friends, I want my old face, I want my old mind, fuck this time and place.

Also, *virtual pillow*
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