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Fahye ([personal profile] fahye) wrote2003-08-06 07:05 pm

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I'm a pathetic human being. Half the group was miserable and depressed today and I couldn't be bothered to notice, let alone DO anything to cheer anyone up, choosing instead to dwell on my own stress and basically be a burden to everyone else.

I've been working on my physics prac since I got home and only just finished because I did it wrong about 5 times. And it's still probably wrong. I still have huge piles of work which I have no time to do because of dance. I have not made or bought food for the tea party tomorrow because I forgot.

I REALLY want to be writing things, I am such a writing mood right now, and instead I must waste my inspiration and creative burst on physics and maths homework. Shouldn't go to dance, on reflection, but am going anyway. Wish it was kickboxing ^_^

And to prove how good a friend I am, I'll just spend my entire LJ entry BITCHING about how much my life sucks.

I'm sorry.

[identity profile] woodstock-21.livejournal.com 2003-08-06 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
Don't be sorry, be Freya. And we know you do so many other co-curricular stuff so you can be excused. And I don't think we were in a "let's all pay attention to everyone else's angst and pain" mood today. Not everyone noticed that some of us were feeling rather blue. So don't stress.

[identity profile] tammaiya.livejournal.com 2003-08-06 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
Not everyone noticed that some of us were feeling rather blue.
Were you feeling depressed to, Liz? If so, what's wrong? I didn't see any of you guys much today, but I still should notice when people are down...

[identity profile] woodstock-21.livejournal.com 2003-08-06 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
No, I wasn't really feeling blue as such. Just felt sad that everyone was sad. If that makes sense. Which it probably doesn't, but hey.
So yes, I wasn't feeling sad for a reason all my own.

[identity profile] tammaiya.livejournal.com 2003-08-06 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
It does make sense. Especially since I'm used to that with Mari- she picks up on people's emotions very easily, and if we're all depressed, it makes her depressed too.
I'll try to cheer up on your behalf. *smile*