What I think? Is that you're young, and you shouldn't worry so much. I didn't manage a relationship in the first two decades of my life, either. Everybody moves at different speeds. And some people are made for love, others aren't. I, for a long time, thought I wasn't. And you saw what happened to that. I tend, still, to be the pragmatic one in the relationship, I'm still the one who Needs My Space. But I've found someone who I also want to share my space with. It makes things difficult. But it's completely and absolutely worth it.

I'll say to you what I say to Selkie:

You're overthinking. There's nothing wrong, so don't worry about it. Things'll happen in their own time.

I promise. And I know all. *hugs* ;-)