Oh, I repress my negative emotions. I trained myself to do it a looooong time ago when I foolishly decided that being seen crying would make people think I was weak, and now it's entirely automatic. I put events behind me forcefully. I keep a lid on my anger and I tend to not let it show when I'm upset or sad or scared. I can put things aside for long enough to function, and generally they never come back.
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