ext_21673: (almost over now - blood and absinthe)
fahye ([identity profile] fahye.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] fahye 2006-02-21 09:37 am (UTC)

What kinds of people? SO FEW. It's horrible. I have brief flares of 'everyone is pretty! whee!' at the appropriately hormone-driven times of month, but this is just a recent thing. Because I went on the Pill before my sex drive kicked in, and then the Pill SUPPRESSED these hormone cycles, and so I didn't actually have much of a sex drive at ALL until a year ago. Attractiveness-wise, I have very high and/or inexplicable standards. Which I don't like at all.

And I haven't properly met anyone new in a long time, so it's hard to assess what I find immediately attractive in a personality. There has to be something physical there as well for me to even start thinking in the relationship mindset.

I have had maybe two crushes on real people in my entire life, and neither were serious enough for me to consider acting on them.

Ahahaha. Haven't I told you my bitter tale of...not woe, really, more PISSED-OFF-NESS...regarding people being attracted to me?

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