I was hoping you'd reply :) You are good at teasing out bits of me I'm not good at seeing myself. Like catching the bit on your back that you can't quite reach with the sunscreen.

This is my whole romanticism/pragmatism dichotomy again. If I was JUST pragmatic it wouldn't bother me much. I'd just shrug it all off. But I feel like I SHOULD try and work out why most people manage some kind of relationship experience in their first two decades of life and I've managed to sail on past.