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We interrupt your regular programming to bring you a minor hiccup in a normal girl's normal life.

Not sure whether it's a good thing or a bad thing that I had to wait until the second last day of the holidays to have the emotional crisis.

For the love of God, someone tell me to work on something. Point me at one of my stories and don't let me stop until I feel like I'm worth something again.

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is there anything at all i can do to help?

freya, you ARE worth something. MORE than something. you're talented and intelligent and pretty and our friend - you've got so much more than so many other people, and it's terrible that you're upset to the point you forget this. just tell me what i can do.

Well, if I had written anything else I would tell you to beta it for me...

Go work out more about your Arthurian idea. It sounds interesting. Go, scoot!

And yes, I am agreeing with Eugenie. You are worth something. Interesting and witty and all of that.

And your writing as me in awe. *hugs* Think of Jen in a fox fur hat. Or yourself in one. Next time I go to Russia I'll but you one.

Mordred. Is. Molesting. Galahad.

He's not meant to be!

And Galahad is Fucked In The Head and has a domination fetish and piles of existential guilt. Bloody hell.

It's okay, I'm sort of calming down a bit now.

I haven't seen you these hols 'cept at Sarah's party ;_; TNIAY needs to exist. And I need to show you by beautisparkly QaF book. And things. *hugs*

Galahad is an arrogant little prick, so this does not surprise me one bit.

Stupid boy is in love with Mordred and hates himself because of it and enters abusive relationships and thinks he deserves them because his father resents his existence and WHY are my characters never happy?

My Galahad was going to be a bit like that. He's calmed down and is now much more sensible and cynical.

And...Mordred isn't supposed to molest 'Ala? *blinks and gives her Mordred a long, hard look* But Mordred is like that!

dude - aren't the QAF books supposed to be MIKEYBRIANTASTIC?

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no! *slaps self* cold turkey. cold turkey!

...but are they?

and i'm glad you've calmed down. if you ever need to ring me or anything i'm totally, like, here, you know? but i understand when you think it's better to handle yourself, or through other things, or whatever you think is best.

Books? Plural? I don't know, it's not a novel version, it's a gaze-upon-my-pictures-and-weep-in-joy behind the scenes book.

LAST episode of season 3 tonight. I shall die.

My Galahad was sort of almost normal until Lance started blaming him for the fact that Arthur hated him for ages. And then he sort of fell to pieces.

I blame the fetish on your talk of collars. He's bloody well going to have one, now.

Yes, Mordred is like that. He's also kind of a major bastard. Look:

"You can't hate me, pretty one." Mordred?s smile was tight and unpleasant.

"There are no words," Galahad spat, "to express how wrong you are on that accord."

"You can't." The smile didn't even flicker. "You're too damn in love with me for that."

Galahad's entire body jerked, and his eyes went very wide. Emotions flew across his face, mouth opening and closing in emphatic but wordless denial. Mordred waited, his smile becoming distinctly predatory.

"I - am not," the boy managed finally. "I am not."

"Really?" Mordred said in a low voice.

Galahad's eyes were tortured. "I don't. I - can't."

?Can't?? The Pendragon took a step closer.

"Leave me alone," Galahad said, his voice shaking. "Stay away from me."

"Am I distracting you, pretty one?"

"Don't call me that." Hazel eyes filled with fear and self-loathing.

See? INVADING BRAIN.

apparently there are crapola pulpy novelisations about what happened in COLLEGE. one day i shall purchase them for you *grins*

geh, what zany hijinks are supposed to be happening on this last episode?

Oooh...your Mordred is more of a bastard then mine. Mine only starts saying things like that after his wife is dead. And then his son.

They sound appalling. We must procure them ^^

Brian sells all this things to pay for an anti-Stockwell campaign, which succeeds. Hunter's mother turns up, Mikey takes him on the run. Stealing Brian's car. Which is the only thing he has left. MWAHAHA.

EXACTLY my thinking, my friend.

...while normally stealing somebody's car would be a PLUS point for a character in my books, is this just another part of QAF US's transformation of mikey into annoying and stupid and mean and unworthy-of-brian?

No, Mikey's improved from the whiny boy he was earlier in the season. I think he steals Brian's car Just Because He Can.

which is an excellent motivation to do anything! how's he going with replacement rhinosceros (you KNOW which horrible professor i am referring to) and hunter... he's some drug addict they adopted, right?

Ben is slowly, SLOWLY, becoming bearable. I think I'm getting numb. He and Mikey are hilarious when they're telling off Hunter. Brian keeps calling them "Ma and Pa".

Yeah, Hunter's the prostitute kid Ben sort of kidnapped off the streets. He's also getting more bearable. He keeps trying to hit on Brian.

having weaned myself off the show for several monhts now, the pain is still fresh and stinging. that's it. i give up. i'm kidnapping mikey and forcing him to marry adrien - HE'LL *LEARN* TO LIKE IT.

SO want to see the season 2 ep where mikey puts on makeup. There's a picture of it in the book. He looks androgynous and pretty and utterly surreal.

so is this make-up, or drag queenery? drag queen!mikey episode is fantaaaaastic. he makes the prettiest gal i ever saw! *confused mikey lust*

Yeah. Drag-queenery.

MUST SEE.

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