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Wonderful. Am now suffering from a combination of mystery illness and acute guilt.
Spent all of last night either shivering uncontrollably or sweating, having mad delirious half-awake dreams, a horribly sore throat and a headache and getting NO SLEEP AT ALL until 5am. Not fun. Apart from absolutely weird... not dream, exactly, as was awake... train of thought? about Kenshin characters (mostly Sano) cooking things, which then turned into a Kenshin fanfic. Totally random and insane, brought on (I am convinced) by a combination of Bartok (thanks Teegs) with Kenshin cards, reading a funny recipe book from Annie to try and get rid of awful insomnia and reading too much Draco Trilogy earlier that evening.
All right then let's move on. I'm creeping myself out here.
I also have been struck down with guilt over Mel's absence, think I probably have an innate feeling of shame that I am somehow usurping her place... oh I don't know.
Gees this HAS been a depressing entry, hasn't it?
Spent all of last night either shivering uncontrollably or sweating, having mad delirious half-awake dreams, a horribly sore throat and a headache and getting NO SLEEP AT ALL until 5am. Not fun. Apart from absolutely weird... not dream, exactly, as was awake... train of thought? about Kenshin characters (mostly Sano) cooking things, which then turned into a Kenshin fanfic. Totally random and insane, brought on (I am convinced) by a combination of Bartok (thanks Teegs) with Kenshin cards, reading a funny recipe book from Annie to try and get rid of awful insomnia and reading too much Draco Trilogy earlier that evening.
All right then let's move on. I'm creeping myself out here.
I also have been struck down with guilt over Mel's absence, think I probably have an innate feeling of shame that I am somehow usurping her place... oh I don't know.
Gees this HAS been a depressing entry, hasn't it?